But hey, while you're here, enjoy some recent Blogdrive entries:

Heavenlyhappy
Thanks Guy! You make my days...:D
I was surprise when i receive this letter. i thought its from some "admire" or Hard "fans" of mine to me. " Love Letter" It's indicate that it's a love letter ... and its specially to me at first i saw this... and... what the hell?? "what goes in hard, comes out soft, and gives a woman lots of pleasure?" P****?? No way i will shove all the way for my...... to pleasure woman. ok honestly, i can't think of the answer. And there is ton and tons of sweet sweet msg... even very very hardcore hardo gay like me will get touched, you know? Special thanks to all my fellow mates at cyberjaya. Yeen phang, Belle, Bryan,William, raj, siao bear, danson, paul, ting yang, wei loong, yuhan, kah wah, oh yeah, not to forget simsum. thanks you guys! friend like you are golden! the answer is chocolate. and sim sum even wrote : "We love Hard Gay no matter what's ur name;No matter what ur size; No matter what language u speak;We simple love you as how... (more)

nmtd
#24.
Brandy-
Have You Ever
[ Chorus ] Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/tH ] And you don't know where to start [ Chorus ] Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care [ Chorus ] What do I... (more)



love-personified
Denver pt 1
Right now me and Brandon are in our suite chilling, and I'm being fat lol. I just ate 4 brownies, I swear. I got to hang out with my fave girls yesterday that was super fun ^_^ they're getting sooo big you guys aww. They're little ladies now. I'm surprised at how these politicians can party too...wow. There's lots of positive energy floating around, but trust me when I say that there are certain ppl here who are not feeling the love. Yeah, they suck for that. After this whole things is over...I'm done though. I know I said it before lol, but Im serious. I'm only doing this because my babies aren't home and I didn't have to bring them along. So why not. Right? Anyway, I leave Thursday night and I'll be back home :) More from Denver tomorrow guys!

Panty Ranting
Poetic Interlude
Normally I hate poetry with an ardent passion, but I couldn't resist posting this one. It's a lovely and rather long piece of work by possibly lesbian, definitely feminist poet Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz, rather wonderfully translated by Alan S. Trueblood. It's an excellent discourse on men who pay for prostitutes, and the virgin-whore dichotomy that we still see so much of today. Hmm... kinda sounds like the princess-witch issue in Utena :P The Spanish title is "Hombres Necios", or "Stubborn Men". Silly, you men-- so very adept At wrongly faulting womankind, Not seeing you're alone to blame For faults you plant in woman's mind. After you've won by urgent plea The right to tarnish her good name, You still expect her to behave-- You, that coaxed her into shame. You batter her resistance down And then, all righteousness, proclaim That feminine frivolity, Not your persistence, is to blame. When it comes to bravely posturing, Your witlessness must take the prize: You're the child... (more)

this is my blog
court and fights...
Tomorrow, Bill and I go to court, head to head in a battle for rights to our kids. though anyone reading this knows I have every right to them being that I raised them and he has no right to them being that he doesn't even know them but I have to go before a judge and prove to him that I am fit to have and care for my babies. I almost lost mark today, I lost my cool and took alot of frustration out on him. I feel terrible for it but he comes at me for things that seem of minimal importance to me. Even though they are of extreme concern to him. I am just not used to having some one worry about me. He continues to be good to me to the extreme, and tonight axpressed love for my boys. He is really, REALLY good with them. If he can get his alcoholurge under control he will be and excellent role model to them, he is more ready for father hood than he thinks. The drinking I believe is stemming from stress over me, and he has said as much, again I feel terrible for it, but at this point I... (more)